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I know his was going to happen. Know it I was telling you about his a no on listened you people are completely batty. But they say I'm batty., and I had no bittiness crawling like that. Well if they gave me a chance to even explain why I was crawling on my knees coming out of the forest then they wouldn't have attacked me because they would have known I wasn't the beastie. Here I thought Ralph and Piggy were on my side but my assumption was too good to be true. I didn't think they were going to turn into savages, I knew they had some evil in them but I didn't think they were that bad. There had to have been something I could have done to keep them from hurting me, maybe if I had brought the body with me, or yelled louder they wouldn't have hurt me. I feel responsible. I should have listened to the pig and never tried to stop them. The pig knew they were going to try to kill me.
If I would have stood up to Jack maybe these littluns wouldn't be abused. Maybe if I had spoken to Jack he would have stopped mistreating these kids. Ralph could still be leading the boys in the right direction. Then again no matter what I did I think my statement would have over in the end. I hope nobody else is ironically accused of being batty or they will be slashed apart like I was.
I'm glad I wasn't there for Jack's tribe invasion of Ralph's tribe because it was so dark Ralph was hurting anyone he felt instead of anyone he saw. He was even beating up Eric. If I didn't die on that rock I probably would have died then. I wish that my secret hide out could have been somewhere else, or at least a better hide out, for my not careful planning led to a horrible disaster.